2015~~

     It already 4 years I've been neglecting this blog xP .. Already change the profile as the past is too childish (isn't ? kkekeeke). In the blink of an eye, I'm already 19 years old. Also my other fellow friends who also 96 liners with me. hohoho..

     Unexpected thing occur on April this year right after I'm ended my study at Matriculations. It was a misunderstanding between me and my older friend. It's such a pity. I never thought that it will happen tho. Just because a simple reason. Then, boom! Our friendships end just like that. I also find out that she somehow doesn't even care about me at all. yeahh, maybe because I'm has no use for her anymore? (since nowadays as we grown up, ofc we want to go out and enjoy with friends,right?).

     As we are both adults now and can think better than childish thought, I hope it will gonna end soon. If she want to befriend with me again, I'll accept her, as long as she approaches me first. I didn't want to be like so annoying person that come and stick to her said I don't want to lose her, smth like that. Tbh, I already forgive her tho. And I hope she will forgive me too. It must be fun if we both be 0-0 again. Act like in the old meantime. (Actually I did dreamt of her for this past few weeks, and idk why. hahaha xD People always said that the one that appear in ur dream is the one that missed you secretly. Really? Awwhh~ Wonder if it real or not (or might be it just a devil) kekekekke)

   Many things happened during this past 4 years. And the newest things that make me cried today is when I received such a hating comment from my member's bf  .. TT^TT.. I was so deeply hurt inside. Who is he to treat me like this? Why did he go overboard such as to distrupt my friends privacy with me? Just who did he think he is? I just can't stand with his behaviour. It's so annoying. And his reason is he hate me because I like Kpop???? What the hell with that reason? Do I care if he don't like me? Did I shove any Korean on his face? Did I recklessly singing korean song out loud infront of him? NEVER! Thought you are good enough? I'm not into ALL random KPOP. I'm stick with my FAVOURITE GROUP ONLY. NOT ALL! I REPEATED NOT ALL!!! I freaking don't like him. Tbh, her bf before is multiple times better than him. At least, him didn't act like that man. ughh.. I'm sorry to say this. I'm just being honest to myself. I think maybe because of this matter, I'll rarely text her again, or else he will purposely distrupt my conversation with her again. =="

    For my university life, It's such a new experience for me. I had to face many assignment T^T what makes me more dizzy is when the certain topic I can't completely understood. It's only left 2 weeks before FINAL. I hope it will all gone well.

See ya next time